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freezing cold melb!
[ Thursday, Apr. 06, 2006 :: 10:48 AM ]
 | Listening to Dir En Grey:- Yokan Current mood havin a hangover >.< |
~princess was kissed @ 10:48 AM~
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Updated poem 'Love Unrequited'! ^__^
[ Monday, Apr. 03, 2006 :: 12:08 AM ]
| Listening to Luis Fonsi:- Te Vas Current mood partied too hard |
Should I not tell you how I feel?
Though these feelings I have for you seem so real,
Should I not let you know how much I care?
To hide behind this façade, is more than I can bear.
Though I know, to me you are unreachable,
That even the wall between us is beyond touchable,
Yet deep in my heart I could not understand,
Deep within my soul I did not want to comprehend.
In places where no one could find,
The deepest feelings for you, where I left behind,
In places where only my heart would know,
The most intimate emotions that I can never show.
When I see you these tears burn my eyes,
Yet when you’re away, can you hear that my heart still cries?
Sometimes I feel your presence next to me, though you’re miles away,
Tell me what I should do, when I still think of you every day.
Can you see you’re the reason, that left my heart shattered?
Because of you; for you’re my love that is unrequited.
When you look at me all in my mind is nothing but commotion,
For I am afraid that my own eyes betrayed such emotion,
Because of the many things you are yet to know,
Like the special feelings I never want to show.
Not a day goes by that I did not wish I never met you,
For all that you gave me may as well have been an adieu,
Only time can tell where this path will take me,
Only fate can say if with you I can be.
In this blindness there is so much I refuse to believe,
Especially the harsh reality that the truth may conceive,
If you only know these secret emotions I feel for you,
Will you be able to make my heart not so blue?
If one unforgettable night is all I can have with you,
Regardless of anything I would wish it to come true,
For if fate did not have a plan for you and me,
Then there is something that I truly failed to see.
Let there be a spark to show me you are interested,
And prove to me that my love for you is not unrequited.
~princess was kissed @ 12:08 AM~
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a poem
[ Friday, Mar. 10, 2006 :: 1:47 AM ]
| Listening to Luis Fonsi:- Quisiera Poser Olvidarme De Ti Current mood tired |
Should I not tell you how I feel?
Though these feelings I have for you are so real,
Should I not let you know how much I care?
To hide behind this façade, is more than I can bear.
Though I know, to me you are unreachable,
That even the wall between us is beyond touchable,
Yet deep in my heart I could not understand,
Deep within my soul I did not want to comprehend.
In places where no one could find,
The deepest feelings for you, where I left behind,
In places where only my heart would know,
The most intimate emotions that I can never show.
When I see you these tears burn my eyes,
Yet when you’re away, can you hear that my heart still cries?
Sometimes I feel your presence next to me, though you’re miles away,
Tell me what I should do, when I still think of you every day.
Can you see you’re the reason, that left my heart shattered?
Because of you; for you’re my love unrequited.
~princess was kissed @ 1:47 AM~
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end of my working days
[ Monday, Jan. 16, 2006 :: 8:19 PM ]
| Listening to Sid:- Alibi Reading Archies' comic Current mood ^__^ |
i quit my job prematurely, last saturday because my dad wasn't happy that i was working such long hours. i work 9 hours a day, five n a half days a week n i only got paid friggin 200 bucks. -__-" anyways, i dont want to go into it now, i'm closing one eye since there's nothing i can do, but i juz want to say one thing: i'm never working in malaysia ever again. this shall be the first n the last time. i'm so disappointed in this country. therefore im going to be spendin the rest of my holidays here juz bumming around like what i alwiz luv to do ^__^v better than workin my butt off nine hours in that stiflin environment for a measly pay. in the very least, i learnt something useful about drugs and the horrible underpaid condition of working in malaysia - insanely long hours, n a wage i believe must be lower than friggin hell. i really think something shud be done about this kind of distorted lifestyle. i was readin the papers the other day, and there was an article about how medical students who graduated from unrecognized universities in malaysia are terribly trained. n i was thinkin to myself, why wud ANY parents in their right mind send their kids to a crappy uni to do medicine? this is the major flaw in malaysian education; the universities aren't properly controlled n organized. people (esp. the universities) should realize that not juz any universities have the capacity of housing medical students. med students require a lot of skilled training before they graduate, n i believe that if the universities can't have the ability to provide proper training for med students, they shouldn't even hav that course in the first place. this leads to another major problem: producing graduates who cannot be of much benefit to potential employers. i saw a line in the papers, too, that caught my attention, n made me realize how much truth rings in it. the paper calls malaysia a 'first world country with a third-world mentality'. don't u think it's true? O_o i do. i hav to say that malaysia has the best ranges of hotels, shopping malls, and other luxuries. but i see that msia has a hard time progressing in terms of developing better individuals; in other words, the education, esp higher education, is not very well organized. end of story.
anyhoos, i miss Saiyuki terribly T___T i miss my darling sanzo so much *sniffles* i don't know what made me leave my gorgeous, precious saiyuki collection in melbourne. i must've been momentarily blinded by the harsh agony of having to leave my rat behind T_T ...this adds to my depression, aside from discovering my measly pay. jitsuwa, i'm not that upset about the low wage. it's juz that i expected more, n i honestly could've sworn he told me 4 bucks an hr, not 400 a month. (400 a month? for a full time worker? omgz.) what made me upset was that i forced myself to go to work although i was so sick. at that time, i thought i didnt want to let down my boss, so i juz pop some aspirin n went to work despite the fact that i had such high fever. anyhoos, i don't want to keep complaining. lots of things in my life that makes me disappointed n upset. demo nani mo shinai ...=[
~princess was kissed @ 8:19 PM~
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sick again
[ Friday, Jan. 06, 2006 :: 1:51 PM ]
i'm supposed to be working the evening shift today, from 12.30pm to 9.30pm but i woke up dis morning with the worst fever i ever had >.< i had such a high temperature that my head was pounding, n even my eyes hurt - every time i move my eyes or my head, my whole head hurts ...i woke up at 8 this morning cuz i was in too much pain to sleep T_T i've had this recurring fever since tuesday night, n what's funny is that i told my mom dat i had the fever cuz im allergic to the bittergourd that we ate for dinner on tues nite =P cuz after i had dinner, i had the fever ...n then wednesday, i woke up still feverish n had to go to work, though i feel a bit better as the day went. when i came bak from work on wed nite, we had bittergourd again for dinner n i got sick again....lolz ...i took some ibuprofen tablets i got from my workplace (i bought them at a lower price) ...every time i take ibuprofen my fever goes away, but after several hours in comes bak again *_* i don't know what's wrong, so i went to see the doc n he gave me some amoxicillin (antibiotics), something else for the fever/pain, n vitamin C. i don't know what the vitamin C is for -.= anywayz ...im feelin a bit better now, at least my head doesn't hurt that much anymore. i had to take a blood test, to check if i'm positive/negative for dengue fever ...the doc called earlier, n sed that it wasn't dengue, which was a relief for me. he sed that it may be juz a flu, although i don't hav runny/stuffy nose, n told me to keep takin the medicine.
how come this has to happen when i'm workin at the pharmacy? >___< i've been working 9 hours each day, since Sunday (Jan 1st), n even when i was sick on wed n thurs i still showed up at work cuz i didn't want to seem irresponsible *__* i don't like missing out on work; i was supposed to work half-day tomorrow, but mom called my boss n told him i won't be goin to work today n tomorrow. >_< i feel so uneasy skippin work although i'm sick ...i do enjoy workin at the pharmacy, i'm learning more than i expected ...i now know at least the primary drugs for the most common symptoms eg. flu, cough, sore throat, fever, pain, hypertension, diabetes, and high cholesterol. it's such a quick way to learn, being exposed to the environment and gaining experience relevant to my course. i love it, n my work mates, all girls, are great, there are two senior staff members who are very helpful, one of them usually gives us newbies explanations n stuff on the drugs n the supplements. like yesterday, she gave us each a scenario where our customer had either high cholesterol level, hypertension, or diabetes. i got the high cholesterol first, then the hypertension, and we had to select at least 5 supplements/vitamins for our 'patients'. it's such a fun way of learning, she's loud and aggressive but we all respect her. there is this other girl too, she's my age, but she's been working there about 2 weeks, so she knows quite a bit about the behind-the-counter prescription. she wants to be a doctor, n she's the one that i usually ask about the drugs. i spend most of my working hours behind the prescription counter, sometimes serving the customers, taking specific drugs for them. if i don't know which drug, i either ask one of the senior staff or my boss. sometimes, when there are no customers, i arrange the shelves behind the counter, i take notes on the drugs indication etc n discuss with my work mate. last couple of days, my boss was quite busy, he was in his office most of the time - we had lots of suppliers coming in n negotiating, lots of calls too ...when my boss is free, he sits behind the counter n chats with us. he's a very nice person, i respect him a lot, since he's what i want to be in a few years' time - a successful pharmacist. anyhoos, i've been rambling on too much ...but since i haven't written in a while, i juz wanted to write about my new job =] so, bye byez!! ^^
p/s: i juz received the Monash Uni offer package, i shall look at it now =D sank u beoh! ^.^
~princess was kissed @ 1:51 PM~
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Goodbye, 2005 ...
[ Saturday, Dec. 31, 2005 :: 10:38 AM ]
 | Listening to Naruto OST - Sadness and Sorrow Watching The Wedding Crashers Reading a book on Buddhism Current mood =D |
Finally got my laptop yesterday night at bout 9pm, the deliverers were like hours late =.- anywayz, i'm glad it's finally here, it does plenty that my old laptop doesn't do ^^ ehheez. but my new dell laptop has a few features similar to my old acer one, like for example the speakers n the control buttons on the outer rim of the laptop, n it's cool cuz that's what i like most about my old laptop. the sound system is awesome, it's so much better than the other one. but of course, technology has progressed at surprising speed in the past 4-5 years. tonikaku, here's how my new dell laptop looks like:
other than spending my entire day waiting around for the dell deliverers to show up, my bestie came over to my place cuz he was bored, n we were goin to bum around at the pool area when it started raining. -.- such bad timing. so we sat around n chatted instead, until we heard from my dad, who contacted the dell people, that the delivery truck was held up in traffic somewhere because of the rain. when the rain eased up, n i think that was around 5 or 6pm, we popped over to the nearby mall n bought some stuff. i didn't reali buy much, though i wanted to =P i got some pretty gift wrappers which i used to wrap my uni notebooks for next year. i printed pictures of my lovely saiyuki bishies, most especially my gorgeous priest ^^ n paste them on the notebooks. ehehehz i got this idea from my dear sister =D since she's alwiz reprimanding me for taking the notebooks that she customized herself ...=[ *sniffs* the sadness i hav to endure ...ehehehhez =D anyhoos, i'm too lazy to write anymore, so i shall leave it at here. ^^ sayonara ~~~!!
~princess was kissed @ 10:38 AM~
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i want my House DVD!
[ Wednesday, Dec. 28, 2005 :: 11:27 AM ]
| Listening to nothing Watching TV ^.^ Reading D.N.Angel Chp 1 Obsessed with San~~~zo~~~~^^ Current mood *__* |
those stupee DVD shop keepers!! >__< how many times have i gone bak there to get my house DVD?? grrrrr sooo annoying! i want my house DVD back! n they keep sayin that the stock hasn't arrived -.- stupid people ...i haven't even finished watching the house season 1 omgz >_< n cable TV is still showing season 1!!! US's Fox channel is already showing season 2~~~~~~!! T____T even melbourne hasn't aired the 2nd season ...O_o maybe they're having the premieres next year. i wanna watch Lost too, but they're not even telling us when the premier of the next season is on cable tv -.- how annoying. all these annoying pplz ...>.< anywayz, i went to the nearby mall yesterday, didn't buy much except for some stationery goods for uni next year. n i spoke to Mr Lee [the pharmacist] yesterday morning to confirm about my work, n ~~~ I HAVE TO WORK ON NEW YEAR'S DAY!! =___=" it's a nichiyoubi, omigodz -.- plus, i'll be working from 10.00am to 7.00pm ...............*___* God pls give me strength to stay awake for all that 9 inhumane hours of working on my first day. well, at least im finally starting work. once i get my pay i'm gonna go shopping again =D of coz, i still have to save some ^^ but that won't stop me from buying some 'necessities'. anyhoo, i'm gonna hav to go. hav to eat lunch =D yummies ^^ toodles~!
~princess was kissed @ 11:27 AM~
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xmas is over ...*.*
[ Monday, Dec. 26, 2005 :: 8:04 PM ]
| Listening to FMP's opening theme Watching Full Metal Panic Reading D.N.Angel Chp 1 Obsessed with San~zo~~~~^^ Current mood still sick =[ I am glad that ...NOTHING!! >.< im not glad of anything when i'm still sick |
i've been sick for 4 days grrr ...no more fever now but i still have a cold n sore throat. anyhooz, xmas is over =[ but it wuz fun! ^^ we dismantled the xmas tree this morning, it was quite a mournful period ehehez ...i got a cute little piggy soft toy from my lil sis, which i initially named P-chan (as in the pig from Ranma 1/2 ehehz) but i juz changed his name to Ton-ton ^^ Tsunade's pig from Naruto!! ehehz yep i thought since tsunade is such a kick-ass character n her pig ish so cute, i'll name my piggy after hers. mom gave me a sheep pillow ehehz it's very cuddly too ^__^v i love all my pressies, i don't have any complaints about them since it's from my family ^^ i'd love anythin they give me, unlike an ungrateful someone!ehehehz =P anywaiz i got a new email addie at gmail, i finally got around to gettin one since my lil sis sent me an invite! =D i got an invite from my fren before, but i remember i couldn't come up with a good username for my email so i didn't register >__< neewayz, my new mail addie is [youna.yoru @ gmail.com] ...i like Kurz from Full Metal Panic, he's so funny ehehhez he's cute as well ...=D im watchin FMP now, while chattin on MSN ...a bit distractin, but u noe wat they sey bout girls being able to multitask hehehehz =P
on a more serious note, i wuz talkin to one of my friends from bmedchem earlier, on good ol' msn ...^^ haven't spoken to her in ages, she's been busy working ...i swear, she's probably the hardest worker i've ever known~~~ even when we're so overloaded with uni work, she's still working 20 hours per weekend at her part time job. n she's alwiz tellin me how she rarely has time to finish writing the weekly lab reports, let alone studyin for the units. every time i ask her not to stress herself so much with work, she tells me that her family isn't rich n she needs the money. n we were talkin about this earlier, becoz she's a very brilliant student who got an offer for pharmacy from monash last year, but because of her parents not being able to pay for this expensive course, she had to transfer to bmedchem which is cheaper, obviously, n takes onli 3 years to complete. n she was sayin to me before how lucky i am, becoz my parents can afford to let me transfer to this course. i didn't know what to say, i noe she's not in a good financial situation but we're also strugglin with this deteriorating economy. she also told me that if she had known i was gonna do bpharm, she wouldn't have transfered out of that course *_* we did get quite close during this year. she was my first friend at uni =] demo ... i noe if i take this course it's gonna be a hurdle for me. meaning, i zettai ZETTAI have to find a part time job next year no matter what. >__< tutorin students won't give me enough income, i need a proper part time job *sigh* anywaiz, i dont want to talk neemore about this, it's a bit too depressing ...i feel bad for my friend, i wish there was somethin i could do to help her. she told me that she's workin so much cuz she's saving to help her parents pay for the uni fees next year. it makes me feel as if i shouldn't complain so much about my current situation, i noe no matter what there's always someone out there less fortunate than i am. we all have our own problems. >__< sigh ...it's so annoyin, some people get more than what they deserved, some get less than what they deserved. neewaiz, i'm so bored now, don't know what i'll be doin >.<
oOo ...i might be getting my new laptop this week, though i dont know when exactly the dell deliveryman is gonna show up -.- they shud give us a specific time n date. wat if no one's home when they show up? tsk tsk ...we might be goin to the nearby mall tomorrow, i'm finally gettin bak my House DVD T.T hope it works fine this time, on the other hand i actually think that it's probably the stupid old DVD player's problem since it's so damn sensitive n ancient -.- i can't wait to watch house again, i didn't watch some of the episodes cuz the 3rd disc was stuffed up -__-" but daijyoubu da ne!~~~ when i get my new laptop i shall watch house on it, if it doesnt work on my stupee dvd player -.- which means i hav to write instructions for my mom (ehehhez) so that she can use my old laptop to go online n stuff =P ~~~beer is so gross!>.< dad is askin me to drink some Tiger beer cuz it has a 'cooling' effect n will help heal my mouth ulcers n sore throat -.- he sez i'm sick becoz of the heat. tsk tsk. i dont know if i shud believe him. ehehehz anyhooz i've been writing too much hehehz i should go now. jyana!!
~princess was kissed @ 8:04 PM~
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2 days to Xmas ...^^
[ Friday, Dec. 23, 2005 :: 9:08 PM ]
| Listening to Russell Watson:- Magia Sara Reading Zettai Kareshi & Ragnarok (Jap version) Obsessed with sanzo ^^ Current mood sick T__T poor me ...snuff I am glad that ... i only hav ONE little sister. can't imagine the horror of having two. -__-" |
i juz finished all my Xmas shopping and giftwrapping today!!! ^__^ im so excited, though i'm sick T__T. all my gifts to my family were giftwrapped by moi, ehehehz unlike SOME people here =P hihihiz along with the 4 gifts for my parents n my two sisters, i had to wrap my dad's gift to my lil sis AND my lil sis's gift to my mom -.- talk about lazy people =P ehhehez ....anywayz, tomorrow is Xmas eve, we're having some relatives over, n i get to see two of my baby nieces ^__^ they're so cute. we're having sukiyaki/shabu-shabu for Xmas eve dinner, with Tiramisu cake ehehhehz yummerz~~~! ^^ i can't wait for my beoh to come bak, cuz i'm itchin for her to open the gift!! =D ehehehz it's nothing THAT special but i juz like to hav pplz openin my gifts ^^ i can't keep a gift for too long =D
I finished reading Zettai Kareshi, it's so nice ^__^ i didn't cry like some overgrown baby here [=P], but i did tear a bit when i was readin the last bit. it's so sweet, typical shoujo manga, the guys are smexy =D hihihiz but of course, nothing/no one can outshine my hunny sanzo's masculinity n sexiness ^^ i think i've been stayin up too late lately, becoz y else wud i be sick? T_T dad wasn't feeling well yesterday, he had some indigestion n was coming down with a fever too. mebbe i caught it from him ...*__* hope i'm not too sick to eat my yummy xmas eve dinner =D ehhehez i'm so greedy XD n proud of it too~~~ tonikaku, i shall go watch some tv with my mom again, since im feelin too crap to do anythin else ^^ jyane!!!
~princess was kissed @ 9:08 PM~
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ame ...ga futte iru~ ame ...watashi no namae da
[ Thursday, Dec. 22, 2005 :: 5:09 PM ]
it rained the minute after i started crying. i wonder if this was some omen. im sitting here facing my laptop n the balcony, i can see the sheer torrents of rain water coming down like waterfall. like the gods tryin to ask me to release the bottled-up emotions in my heart. how come is it that every time i get angry, i tend to cry? i feel that it only happens when it's someone i care n love a lot who makes me angry, that i cry after that. it's only my family whom i love n care for so much that can actually wound me deeply, n it's only them who can bring me the true meaning of happiness. the rain is pouring even harder now. i love my family so much, i care for them even if i dont show it. it doesn't matter if they don't know because i know deep in my heart that there is no one else in the world who mean more to me than my family. maybe that's why i'm so sensitive when it comes to things that they do to me. because i care.
~princess was kissed @ 5:09 PM~
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~~~i *heart* russell watson!~~~
[ Wednesday, Dec. 21, 2005 :: 10:42 PM ]
| Listening to Russell Watson:- Amore Musica Reading Cut Watching Full Metal Panic & Bourne Supremacy Obsessed with watchin' TV & Russell Watson Current mood happy I am glad that ... I have the best mom in the world. |
I really, really, hontou ni want Russell Watson's albums "Amore Musica", and "The Voice". I love the song Panis Angelicus~~~and Magia Sara!! it's soooo nice T___T just makes my heart melt ...imagine being like a couple hundred meters from him n listening to him singing these songs live with an orchestra, it's sooooo mesmerizing!!! *__* i absolutely love his voice, n he's not that bad lookin either ^___^v i saw his album at MV earlier, but it wasn't the one that i wanted!! I want his newest one, 'Amore Musica' n 'The Voice'. *sigh~~~~~* listening to his voice makes one fall in love hehehez ~~~ anyways, i juz came bak from the hair salon todai, after sitting in there for like ten hours, i got my hair trimmed n rebonded. then we went shoppin for fruits, n guess wat?!! ^^ we bought a WHOLE salmon fish!! =D hehehehz i knoe this isn't such a big deal to most people but salmon is my favorite fish ever! yummy! it's so huge! at first i was onli kiddin, i pointed to the whole salmon n sed to mom, 'let's buy that whole salmon' ehehhez n i didnt think she would really buy it! Lolz but she did anyway =D we got it cut and sliced, n now i hav a freezer full of salmon portions ...yummmm....
anyhoo, i SHALL get his albums AND buy my mom's xmas gift on fridai, when i go to KLCC =D i can't wait ^^ i love KLCC, it's so classy n it has the most sophisticated stores with guards =D fuu...i still can't find my LV store!! >.< where the heck is it? maybe the last time i went there i was too busy lookin for a watch >____<" CHRISTMAS isn't even here yet, but i already noe what my mom bought me =D that's cuz i had to choose my xmas present, ehehhehehz she bought me a stunning, gorgeous, very chic-looking J.Bovier Paris watch with a pretty, feminine pink face n shiny band. i absolutely love and cherish it. it's already been giftwrapped though, although i've seen it ehehehehz =D but it's lovely. juz the type of watch i've always wanted, so elegant n feminine looking. yeah. I'M DOWNLOADING RUSSELL WATSON'S PANIS ANGELICUS!!!~~~~~~ =D i'm so happy. once i get it i'll upload it for all my lovely readers to listen, i shall show to the world how beautiful his voice is. *sighs dreamily* his songs are so soothing. makes u feel like fallin in love. have i said that before? i think i did cuz i juz felt a deja vu. =P im also downloading Ragnarok's manga, i hope it'll finish soon ^^ but doesn't look like it, cuz i'm downloading both ragnarok n the songs at the same time, my broadband (or maybe it's my ancient laptop) is slowing down >___< boo. anyhooz...i shall stop my ravings. mom is watchin tv in her room, i can hear the loud sounds from the tv n shall join her promptly. =D ja, toodles~~!
~princess was kissed @ 10:42 PM~
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Dec 16 . special news report =]
[ Saturday, Dec. 17, 2005 :: 12:02 AM ]
| Listening to Flow-War:- ID Reading about crop circles Watching Animal Planet Obsessed with watchin TV Current mood grateful & delighted I am glad that ... I wasn't born as some strange underwater marine creature. Imagine spending the rest of your life as a camouflage of seaweed. |
i'd never expect this day to come. not like this date had any relevancy or importance to me prior to today. demo i received news today that came a year late ~ i was offered by monash to do pharmacy, the one thing that i've always had my heart on, the course of my dream. i don't know if i deserved this, somehow i think it might be too good to be true - but if it is a dream, i don't want to wake up. i have finally reached the goal that i set for myself two years ago and it means the world to me. anyways, i haven't even told my dad ~ i noe the pharmacy course is totemo takai wa yo, it's almost $25,000 a year, n it's a 5-year course including pre-registration. very, very expensive.
sigh ...maybe i'm being selfish. i feel so bad, knowing well that educating me is costing my parents so much. demo pharmacy is my passion for as long as i noe; not my whole life, but since i discovered it, i noe that it's what i want to spend the rest of my life doin.
if i don't accept the offer, i'd have to be the biggest idiot ever grazed the land of earth. 100% of the pharmacy graduates from Monash are employed within 6 months. i need that sort of guarantee, instead of doin a flimsy course that can't guarantee me a good career. it's so rare of me to be blabbing on a blog about my life story, but for some reason, i can't bring myself to talk about this to anyone else. except my family, probably. tonikaku ...i want to go watch tv. =D maybe it'll help me take my mind off such complicated things that can change my life forever. ja mata!
~princess was kissed @ 12:02 AM~
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atarashii layout, more problems -.-
[ Thursday, Dec. 15, 2005 :: 6:45 PM ]
i.have.no.idea.how.the.stupid. diaryland's.archiving.works.
~princess was kissed @ 6:45 PM~
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